Your life is too precious to just give up and die. There were some times where I considered ending it all, but I'm very glad I didn't, because I wouldn't be able to help people like you.
Life always looks bleak to those who are living through darkness. They say that it's always darkest before the dawn; that doesn't mean all of a sudden, it will get better on its own, but you don't need to let life get you down, because you can bring on the dawn.
I may try the new ram site, and download more RAM to my Switch. Not sure if ddr3 is the right ram
for it tho. Edit- no it uses floppy Ram, just like @AncientBoi
on a side note, may I borrow that nose?